Sexy granny wants to date

My husband is already developing dementia at a relatively young age. We once agreed that when the time was right, I could look around for another man. Although I will continue to care for him until the end, the time has come.

My husband doesn't feel like having sex anymore, but I do, so I look for it outside the home. Maybe not very politely, but I also have needs that need to be met.

Older, but certainly not worn out yet, because I'm only just starting to feel like I'm in the prime of my life. I love to enjoy myself and can flirt quite a bit now and then, even though I'm in a relationship. My boyfriend doesn't need to know this, but he'd love to get down and dirty again.

I do have "single" listed on my profile, but it's a bit different. My husband has dementia and has been in a nursing home for years. Things have gotten to the point where he doesn't recognize me or the children anymore. I visit him every week; it's a real ordeal to see your own husband deteriorate like that. I don't have a married life anymore; what I'm looking for is a man who can accept that I'm still married on paper. I can't bring myself to get a divorce; it feels like a stab in the back for my husband.