Old mature wants a man

Are you okay with us not pursuing a steady relationship? I already have one. And I don't want to give it up, and he can't know. It might be a lot of demands, but you'll get a lot of good things in return. Maybe you're in the same boat as me, which would make things a lot easier.

I don't want to lie on the mat in front of the fireplace anymore. I want to share a bed with all the pleasure. You too?

Am I too late for a relationship? I never dared, I was always too shy. I'm a real wallflower, always have been. It's also because I've always been kept small and snowed under. So I'm finding this quite difficult. I'm looking for someone who has patience with me and can help me come out of my shell, in every way, unfortunately.

Even though I'm married, I don't have much experience in bed here. My husband and I are both a bit shy and introverted, neither of us dares to try anything new. I'd love to. But since my husband isn't going to, I'm trying to find a bold man who's willing to try things. With me, that is.