Old mature wants a man

I'm looking for a man who can give me a lot of love without a relationship. I love being loved, and that hasn't been the case for a long time.

I've been rebuffed many times because men really only want one thing. And I do want that too, mind you; I'm not completely insensitive. But I don't want to be seen as an old, desperate woman who only wants sex. I want more. Fun, love, sharing everything together. Surely there are men who want that too?

Can I challenge you? To actually show up? Because I've tried a few times now. Sometimes I even made an actual appointment, but it's happened more than once that I've been waiting for nothing. So, that's why I'm asking if I can challenge you. To actually show up for an appointment. Will you?

When you see me walking around, you think she has it all, but nothing could be further from the truth. I may have a home, a family, a pet, but there's one thing I'm missing, and that's what I'm looking for here.