Old mature wants a man

My dark complexion turns off many men, but unfortunately, I can't change that. Inside, I'm just like any other Dutch person. I'm adopted, I've lived in the Netherlands my whole life, and I'm a true Dutch person at heart. I hope to find a man here who sees beyond my dark appearance and doesn't immediately judge me. I don't like being pigeonholed.

I'd condemn anyone else for it, and yet I do it myself, looking for a man alongside my marriage. It's a choice between two evils: a life with a grumpy man without love and affection, or a life with a grumpy man who has love and affection with someone else. So I choose the latter.

I love chatting; my mouth never stops when I'm in my element. Chatting is fun, but only on a specific topic. I personally enjoy philosophizing about how life works.

I love long walks along the coastline. Clearing my head and enjoying the sounds of the sea. I'm romantic, dreamy, and long for someone I can love and enjoy the good things in life with.