Old grandmother wants to have fun

My relationship has been quite suffocating lately. And I'm someone who really needs freedom.

I sometimes wonder if I shouldn't have chosen a younger man. My partner is 20 years older than me; he's already lost all his zest for life, while I'm still full of it. I feel like I'm sitting on the fence; I'm looking for someone who will help me out.

Tell me, what do you really think of me? I've become quite insecure, which is inevitable with a man who always puts me down. Nothing is good enough. The floor isn't clean enough, the food tastes awful, and I'm a complete failure in bed. Is that really true? I'd love to meet a man who's a little kind to me and who can give me back my self-confidence.

My husband and I have been in an open relationship for years, which is how we maintain the excitement. Our only rule is not to have feelings for anyone else. So, strictly for pleasure!