Old grandmother wants to have fun

I've often stumbled when it comes to relationships. It went wrong twice, and I'm hoping it will work out a third time. I'm looking for a sweet man with whom I can move forward in life.

I'm on the chubby side, but that certainly has its charms. As a man, you at least have something to offer. I won't reveal what I'm fond of just yet, because it's up to you to discover it for yourself when you treat me.

It's strange, I never wanted a relationship because I was afraid of losing my partner to something. Dying, cheating, you name it. I see so much pain in others, I didn't want that. But suddenly I realized I'm alone now, and that's also very lonely. It would have been better if I had known true love, don't you think?

Why would I want to be single when it's just so much more fun with two?