Horny granny wants to date

So ready for a new adventure. I've had many in my life, but not quite as you might think. I'm a real doer and a bit of a daredevil.

Unfortunately, my husband doesn't share my views, but I've done it his way long enough. I believe people can love more than one person and shouldn't limit themselves to one steady partner. I've always done it, but the urge has become too strong now, and I'm really going to start looking for a nice man besides my current partner. We'll see how we develop that, right?

I do have "single" listed on my profile, but it's a bit different. My husband has dementia and has been in a nursing home for years. Things have gotten to the point where he doesn't recognize me or the children anymore. I visit him every week; it's a real ordeal to see your own husband deteriorate like that. I don't have a married life anymore; what I'm looking for is a man who can accept that I'm still married on paper. I can't bring myself to get a divorce; it feels like a stab in the back for my husband.

The years are passing by, and I'm well aware of that. After retiring, I've realized I don't really want to go through life alone anymore. Yet, finding someone isn't easy. So this is truly my last hope.