Dutch mature wants a man

I do have "single" listed on my profile, but it's a bit different. My husband has dementia and has been in a nursing home for years. Things have gotten to the point where he doesn't recognize me or the children anymore. I visit him every week; it's a real ordeal to see your own husband deteriorate like that. I don't have a married life anymore; what I'm looking for is a man who can accept that I'm still married on paper. I can't bring myself to get a divorce; it feels like a stab in the back for my husband.

I might be an elderly woman, but that doesn't mean I don't need attention for my body. I've been single for a while now and feel my body needs love and attention.

If you value work over a good romp, then skip me because my marriage broke up because of work! So seek affection and intimacy.

I don't really know how to begin and I don't really know why I ended up here, but I miss companionship in my life and feel lonely. So I'm looking for someone who can fill my loneliness.