Delicious granny wants to date

Yes, I'm a little overweight, or maybe even more than a little overweight. I wasn't like that before, and my husband still has that image of me. He finds me unattractive and unfortunately, he doesn't hide it. He doesn't want to touch me anymore, only when he really needs it. Unfortunately, mine has been that way for quite a while, and that's why I'd like to connect with a man who finds larger women attractive. And I hope you can give me some self-confidence back.