Old oldie wants a man

When you see me walking around, you think she has it all, but nothing could be further from the truth. I may have a home, a family, a pet, but there's one thing I'm missing, and that's what I'm looking for here.

I do have "single" listed on my profile, but it's a bit different. My husband has dementia and has been in a nursing home for years. Things have gotten to the point where he doesn't recognize me or the children anymore. I visit him every week; it's a real ordeal to see your own husband deteriorate like that. I don't have a married life anymore; what I'm looking for is a man who can accept that I'm still married on paper. I can't bring myself to get a divorce; it feels like a stab in the back for my husband.

After the divorce, my life has become much calmer, perhaps a little too calm. That's why I'm looking for some fun, excitement, and enjoyment again. You can laugh a lot with me, and I'm also adaptable.

I still prefer a bikini to a swimsuit; I didn't dare try it for a long time. But after a few sessions, I can enjoy myself again. Even though I'm not the slimmest.