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Since my best friend got a boyfriend, I've actually been a little jealous. Now I really want a boyfriend too, so I'm actively looking, haha.

I can't bring myself to call myself a widow. After all, I wasn't married. But suddenly losing the love of your life really takes a toll on you. But I've come to terms with it and want to open my heart again.

Over the past few years, I've invested a lot of time and energy in my relationship, but apparently, it hasn't had much effect. Now I'm changing course and thinking about myself. We only live once, after all.

As you can see in my photos, I have short hair, unfortunately due to chemotherapy. I had beautiful, long, brown locks, and I hope to get them back someday; it's a start. The chemotherapy is over, and the doctors have told me I will definitely overcome the disease. I'm a go-getter; I prefer to look ahead, and I want to look ahead with a loving husband someday.