Single granny wants a young guy

How can I possibly introduce myself here? I'm just a very ordinary woman who's had a lot of bad luck in life. Now I can finally find happiness, preferably with a very kind man. I don't expect much, just respect for each other.

I can't bring myself to call myself a widow. After all, I wasn't married. But suddenly losing the love of your life really takes a toll on you. But I've come to terms with it and want to open my heart again.

I'm still just as crazy as I was in my teens; after all, a fox never loses its way. But that's what keeps life fun, isn't it?

I love the beach, I love good food, and I regularly go on vacation alone. I really enjoy a good meal. Preferably prepared by a good chef, because my cooking skills aren't that great.