Lustful grandmother wants to have sex

I don't know if I'm making a mistake or not. But in everyday life, I never meet the ideal man. One who's enterprising, adventurous, and always up for a fun trip.

I have a beautiful house, a detached house, horses, dogs, a cat, and sheep. What I don't have is a friend who enjoys concerts. I would gladly give away all my luxury for a dear friend who, just like me, loves concerts.

I've actually been alone my whole life. Sometimes a little lonely, but that's just the way it is. Still, I don't want to end up alone. As I get older, I think about it more often, and that's why I want to try to find a companion. I can't say how far it will go yet, but let's just start by making it really cozy.

I'd condemn anyone else for it, and yet I do it myself, looking for a man alongside my marriage. It's a choice between two evils: a life with a grumpy man without love and affection, or a life with a grumpy man who has love and affection with someone else. So I choose the latter.