Hot grandmother wants to have fun

For a number of years now I have been delving into spirituality and I can already tell you it is an exciting journey that I don't want to miss.

Yes, I'm a little overweight, or maybe even more than a little overweight. I wasn't like that before, and my husband still has that image of me. He finds me unattractive and unfortunately, he doesn't hide it. He doesn't want to touch me anymore, only when he really needs it. Unfortunately, mine has been that way for quite a while, and that's why I'd like to connect with a man who finds larger women attractive. And I hope you can give me some self-confidence back.

I'd condemn anyone else for it, and yet I do it myself, looking for a man alongside my marriage. It's a choice between two evils: a life with a grumpy man without love and affection, or a life with a grumpy man who has love and affection with someone else. So I choose the latter.

For me it is important that I train every day, you are welcome to join in but you also have to be a bit fanatic.