Holland mature wants a man

No one knows my big secret: I've been good friends with a married man for years. He always held me accountable; I was far too gullible. I've learned from this; I won't make that mistake again. I definitely want to find a man, but he needs to be someone who puts me first; I won't settle for anything less.

I'm almost always in a good mood, but lately I've been having trouble getting out of bed. It's like I no longer have a purpose in life, and I'd love to find one again.

Everyone loves being pampered, right? But I only truly enjoy pampering myself when I can! Want to know how I do it?

Are you also tired of doing everything alone, going to birthday parties alone, and sitting alone on the couch in the evenings, with no one to talk to? I'd really like to share life again with someone I enjoy and have fun with, just friends, or maybe even more.