Holland mature wants a man

What I'm about to ask might be impossible, I'm aware of that. But nothing ventured, nothing gained. So I'm just going to take a chance. I'm looking for a younger man. I still feel incredibly young, and I do things younger women do, often even better, haha. Whether it will lead to a relationship, I don't know—that also depends on you—but I definitely want a good date.

I can't bring myself to call myself a widow. After all, I wasn't married. But suddenly losing the love of your life really takes a toll on you. But I've come to terms with it and want to open my heart again.

I'm exhausted and have tons of time now. I don't have a hobby, unless you can call sex a hobby. I want to date young and old men. This oldie wants an adventure. I'm not the type to be a pushover. The adventure I'm looking for has to be incredibly hot.

I'm honest, don't beat around the bush, am realistic, independent, and have a broad interest in all things science and technology. I enjoy a good chat and the simplest things in life. I've seen, heard, and experienced too much, so I really don't believe in fairy tales anymore.