Dutch oldie wants a man

Have you ever had a one-night stand? I have, in the past. After that, I took it easy for a while and kept it to just my husband. But recently, the itch has started again, and I'd like to do it again. Just this once.

Having a partner in my life is what I'm truly looking forward to; I don't want to spend the last years of my life alone. Enjoying life with a great friend is what I'm looking forward to.

Married for years, stuck in a deadlocked marriage, I don't want to waste my life like this! What single man understands what I mean?

I do have "single" listed on my profile, but it's a bit different. My husband has dementia and has been in a nursing home for years. Things have gotten to the point where he doesn't recognize me or the children anymore. I visit him every week; it's a real ordeal to see your own husband deteriorate like that. I don't have a married life anymore; what I'm looking for is a man who can accept that I'm still married on paper. I can't bring myself to get a divorce; it feels like a stab in the back for my husband.