Dutch grandmother wants to have sex

Yes, I'm a little overweight, or maybe even more than a little overweight. I wasn't like that before, and my husband still has that image of me. He finds me unattractive and unfortunately, he doesn't hide it. He doesn't want to touch me anymore, only when he really needs it. Unfortunately, mine has been that way for quite a while, and that's why I'd like to connect with a man who finds larger women attractive. And I hope you can give me some self-confidence back.

Even though I love my boyfriend very much, we're not really compatible. He's religious, and I respect that, but I'm not at all. That's why I secretly want to connect with a man to do certain things that are unacceptable in my family.

It would be so nice to have a good time with a nice man again. I can't remember a time when I truly laughed with someone and can look back on a wonderful and unforgettable time. If anyone recognizes this situation, perhaps we could build a good friendship.

With me, you can go anywhere. I'm super easygoing.