Dutch grandmother wants sex

I've been divorced for years and I have everything going well, but still, after many years of being alone, I miss the good times you can have together.

I used to be a slender pine tree and could have as many men as I wanted. Well, I stuck with just one, and I regret that now. I've always been very monogamous. Now I want to enjoy myself and realize I've missed out on so much. Do you also feel trapped in your marriage and want to explore again?

As I get older, I've realized I still want to experience a lot and that I don't just want sex. I want to be abused by a very strict man.

It seems a bit vulgar to say what I really want, but the bottom line is that I'm not satisfied with my partner. He tries, but not to my full satisfaction. And if I'm being selfish, so be it. But I don't want to continue like this, so I'm looking for a man who can make me happy.