Old mature wants a man

I may be living with someone, but my partner can't give me enough. I still have that feeling that there's more, and that I want more. That's why I'm here. I want to be pampered and push myself a little further. Just like those stories you read sometimes. Who, oh who...

What I'm looking for here is a true bon vivant who enjoys spontaneously doing something fun. I'm also a real go-getter and love to laugh. Humor is super important to me.

Yes, I'm a little overweight, or maybe even more than a little overweight. I wasn't like that before, and my husband still has that image of me. He finds me unattractive and unfortunately, he doesn't hide it. He doesn't want to touch me anymore, only when he really needs it. Unfortunately, mine has been that way for quite a while, and that's why I'd like to connect with a man who finds larger women attractive. And I hope you can give me some self-confidence back.

Unfortunately, I haven't met the right one yet. I'd love to be with a sweet man again, someone I can do fun things with, eat together, and enjoy a movie on the couch with.