Lonely mature wants a man

I'm done with it! With this eternal aloneness! Everyone around me says it's so nice for me that I don't have to worry about anything, but meanwhile, they're all living their own lives with their own little families. And I'm just sitting there alone. I don't want that anymore, and I won't do it anymore. I'm going to find a man here to share my life with, and I'm sure I'll succeed!

Throughout my life, I've come to realize that happiness lies in the little things. Not a luxury for me, though I do enjoy them. I enjoy gardening, lacemaking, and I'm a bit of a flower-power person. I'm looking for a man I can connect with, someone I can relate to, and vice versa.

They say your sex drive decreases once you reach my age. But that's not the case for me. Unfortunately, it is for my boyfriend. So we have different needs now. And I'm going to fulfill mine. Not with him, maybe with you?

Is that even possible? Flirting with a man my age? I always feel so awkward when I go somewhere and try to get a man's attention. I think: "Old woman, don't be so stupid!" But you hear it often, though, that people find new love later in life. And I'd really like that too. Maybe here?