Holland mature wants a man

I've been single for over a year now. My ex left, and I haven't seen or heard from him since. The loneliness is what I struggle with the most. I've already banished my ex from my mind, and a nice man who keeps me company regularly is more than welcome.

After years of fighting for my life, with numerous hospital visits in between, I can finally start over and live a normal life. This is something I've waited so long for, and I'm completely ready for it.

My husband is often away from home, sometimes for months at a time. He works on a ship at sea. I can't handle being alone anymore and am looking for someone nice to do fun things with.

I used to be very shy. And until recently, I still was. But I took a course that's made things much better. My self-confidence has grown considerably, and I've realized I'd actually like to connect with a man. We'd do something fun together and see where it goes. Discreetly, though, as I'm in a relationship.