Holland grandmother wants to have sex

I do have "single" listed on my profile, but it's a bit different. My husband has dementia and has been in a nursing home for years. Things have gotten to the point where he doesn't recognize me or the children anymore. I visit him every week; it's a real ordeal to see your own husband deteriorate like that. I don't have a married life anymore; what I'm looking for is a man who can accept that I'm still married on paper. I can't bring myself to get a divorce; it feels like a stab in the back for my husband.

I may be an oldie, but I'm not an oldie in the old school. I love sex, and if I put on a dress, you can feel free to put your hands under it. I'm looking for a sex date because I can't get one at home anymore. Necessity knows no law, and that's why I'm here.

I want more in life than just work.

My husband didn't agree with my suggestion to bring in a man. Simply because he's not gay or bisexual. He did admit he'd find it exciting to watch me do it with another man. I think that's absolutely fantastic, so I'm up for it. Are you up for it too?