Sexy granny wants a young guy

Things aren't going so well at home, and I think that's a real shame. I thought a relationship always grew, but now it seems to have stalled.

A long time ago—it feels like a past life to me—I was abandoned during my pregnancy. The baby I was expecting had Down syndrome. My partner at the time couldn't cope and left me and his child. My child lived to be 38, and I had to let her go. Despite this immense sadness, I look back on my past with a very good feeling; she gave me so much happiness and joy. I want happiness and joy back in my life, and I hope to find it through this medium.

Old and cast aside, that's how I felt for months. I've thrown off this heavy backpack; I only want to fill it with beautiful memories.

I haven't noticed much, if any, of the menopause myself, but my partner really doesn't want much anymore and can be quite moody sometimes. At times like that, I just want to go out and do fun things with someone else. Unfortunately, I haven't found that person yet, but I'm giving it some time.