Hot granny wants to date

What I'd love is to fall in love. I've experienced that once, but it's been a long time. I wonder if there are still butterflies in my stomach that can be awakened.

Tell me, what do you really think of me? I've become quite insecure, which is inevitable with a man who always puts me down. Nothing is good enough. The floor isn't clean enough, the food tastes awful, and I'm a complete failure in bed. Is that really true? I'd love to meet a man who's a little kind to me and who can give me back my self-confidence.

I'd condemn anyone else for it, and yet I do it myself, looking for a man alongside my marriage. It's a choice between two evils: a life with a grumpy man without love and affection, or a life with a grumpy man who has love and affection with someone else. So I choose the latter.

Being single at this age isn't always fun. Especially when I'm sitting alone on the couch in the evening, it gets awfully quiet as soon as the TV goes off. I'm hoping to meet a nice guy soon who wants to sit next to me.