Dutch grandmother wants sex

My husband drives a truck internationally and is sometimes away from home for weeks. Since the kids left home and live in the Randstad, the walls have literally been closing in on me. I love heavy metal and gothic music and haven't seen a concert up close in ages. Would you like to join me for a night of beer and headbanging?

I hope to find a man here with whom I can simply philosophize about life.

It's been getting increasingly lonely in my apartment lately, or at least that's how it feels. I'm not one to give up and I'm eagerly awaiting all the sweet responses I'll receive from men who are interested in me as their partner.

I've been rebuffed many times because men really only want one thing. And I do want that too, mind you; I'm not completely insensitive. But I don't want to be seen as an old, desperate woman who only wants sex. I want more. Fun, love, sharing everything together. Surely there are men who want that too?