Single granny wants a young guy

I came to beautiful Belgium a few years ago for love, but it ended shortly after. So I sometimes feel quite lonely here in this beautiful country.

In my young life, I was a model. From a young age, I traveled the world; I think I've visited almost every country in existence. It wasn't an easy life as a model; you always had to work hard for your living, which gave me a fighting spirit. That fighting spirit has brought me so much. I was able to retire young, no financial worries, my own home, and I have my two horses. The only thing missing is a soulmate.

I no longer have any hope of finding great love, but what I do have hope of is finding a loving partner.

Tell me, what do you really think of me? I've become quite insecure, which is inevitable with a man who always puts me down. Nothing is good enough. The floor isn't clean enough, the food tastes awful, and I'm a complete failure in bed. Is that really true? I'd love to meet a man who's a little kind to me and who can give me back my self-confidence.