Sexy grandmother wants to have sex

I'm very carefully starting to look for a man again. I've had a rough time, but I'm putting it behind me now. I'm going to slowly start dating again. A little flirting, maybe a little more... and then hoping it can lead to a relationship. That sounds really nice.

I do have "single" listed on my profile, but it's a bit different. My husband has dementia and has been in a nursing home for years. Things have gotten to the point where he doesn't recognize me or the children anymore. I visit him every week; it's a real ordeal to see your own husband deteriorate like that. I don't have a married life anymore; what I'm looking for is a man who can accept that I'm still married on paper. I can't bring myself to get a divorce; it feels like a stab in the back for my husband.

Am I too late for a relationship? I never dared, I was always too shy. I'm a real wallflower, always have been. It's also because I've always been kept small and snowed under. So I'm finding this quite difficult. I'm looking for someone who has patience with me and can help me come out of my shell, in every way, unfortunately.

They say your sex drive decreases once you reach my age. But that's not the case for me. Unfortunately, it is for my boyfriend. So we have different needs now. And I'm going to fulfill mine. Not with him, maybe with you?