Lustful granny wants a young guy

I do have "single" listed on my profile, but it's a bit different. My husband has dementia and has been in a nursing home for years. Things have gotten to the point where he doesn't recognize me or the children anymore. I visit him every week; it's a real ordeal to see your own husband deteriorate like that. I don't have a married life anymore; what I'm looking for is a man who can accept that I'm still married on paper. I can't bring myself to get a divorce; it feels like a stab in the back for my husband.

Just let it all go, let it all hang loose. There's nothing as good as walking around without lingerie. Some things you just don't need in life. So I'm looking for a man who also finds it unnecessary, but just wants to enjoy being able to touch each other anytime, anywhere with me.

Do you think I don't know I'm not the prettiest anymore? I used to be a hottie, back when all the men were after me. Those days are long gone, unfortunately. But I'm still incredibly fun, and I can still captivate you in bed. I'd love to find a man who wants to build something special with me. I'm ready for that.

My whole life, I've been told I'm not the prettiest person I've ever been. So if you're going to tell me that too, just skip me. Because I don't need that. I need a man who doesn't find me ugly, or at least doesn't mind, and who accepts me for who I am. I promise I'll do the same in return.