Sexy granny wants a sexdate

Let's start at the beginning. I'm a fun and sweet woman looking for some male attention again. Being single has both advantages and disadvantages, so I hope to find a nice man to spend my free time with.

Maybe I have too many clothes, I never throw away a nice piece of clothing.

I do have "single" listed on my profile, but it's a bit different. My husband has dementia and has been in a nursing home for years. Things have gotten to the point where he doesn't recognize me or the children anymore. I visit him every week; it's a real ordeal to see your own husband deteriorate like that. I don't have a married life anymore; what I'm looking for is a man who can accept that I'm still married on paper. I can't bring myself to get a divorce; it feels like a stab in the back for my husband.

My husband gave me permission to do it with someone else once. Well, permission... he doesn't believe men are interested in me anymore. So he said: if you can find someone who will do you, you have my blessing. That's permission, right?