Old granny wants to fuck

It seems a bit vulgar to say what I really want, but the bottom line is that I'm not satisfied with my partner. He tries, but not to my full satisfaction. And if I'm being selfish, so be it. But I don't want to continue like this, so I'm looking for a man who can make me happy.

It's strange, I never wanted a relationship because I was afraid of losing my partner to something. Dying, cheating, you name it. I see so much pain in others, I didn't want that. But suddenly I realized I'm alone now, and that's also very lonely. It would have been better if I had known true love, don't you think?

For my age, I still have a very good body, and I'm proud of it. Of course, I have to work for it. I like to stay active, and doing that with a wonderful man would be absolutely fantastic.

The walls are closing in on me now that my youngest son has also left home. I still have my job, but I'm really dreading retiring and having to handle everything on my own. Ideally, I'd like to meet a man with whom I could have a wonderful time.