Old granny wants a young guy

Even though I have a boyfriend, I'm still here. I'm missing something in my relationship, and I'd love to tell you more about it in private. I hope you're the newcomer I'm looking for.

The white color I often say means you are a free and open person, but if I were that, why am I still single?

With me, you can go anywhere. I'm super easygoing.

When I went on vacation to Italy with my boyfriend, I fell in love with a much younger man. When my boyfriend wasn't around, we even kissed briefly. Unfortunately, we broke off contact, but I did end up with a hangover. Now I'm completely crazy about younger men. My boyfriend absolutely can't get wind of this, so if we could have discreet contact, that would be great.