Horny granny wants to date

I do have "single" listed on my profile, but it's a bit different. My husband has dementia and has been in a nursing home for years. Things have gotten to the point where he doesn't recognize me or the children anymore. I visit him every week; it's a real ordeal to see your own husband deteriorate like that. I don't have a married life anymore; what I'm looking for is a man who can accept that I'm still married on paper. I can't bring myself to get a divorce; it feels like a stab in the back for my husband.

I can feel very lonely; my only family left is my sister. Unfortunately, she lives down under. I do see her on video calls, but that's different from looking each other in the eye. I don't have children; that wasn't a conscious choice; Mother Nature decided it that way. I hope I can find a companion who will send my loneliness to the past.

After a relationship that lasted years, things have gotten into a rut. We hardly do anything together anymore, and we even have a separate bedroom. I'm still in the mood for love, but I'll have to find it with you.

I too should see if I'm still a good fit. Phew, this almost makes me feel 18 again (well, almost). What I hope to find here is a buddy who wants to do fun things and doesn't like a boring life.