Delicious granny wants a sexdate

I do have "single" listed on my profile, but it's a bit different. My husband has dementia and has been in a nursing home for years. Things have gotten to the point where he doesn't recognize me or the children anymore. I visit him every week; it's a real ordeal to see your own husband deteriorate like that. I don't have a married life anymore; what I'm looking for is a man who can accept that I'm still married on paper. I can't bring myself to get a divorce; it feels like a stab in the back for my husband.

Should I hide because I'm not the prettiest? I also have my sex drive, and what does beauty mean? I'm a fun, spontaneous woman who can give you the sex you'll want to come back for. It's not boring with me. Okay, you're a bit more cuddly, but with me, you can float on a heavenly level. You'll find out how if you dare to arrange a date with me.

Who says older women don't want to do it anymore? Or aren't good at it? Because that's absolutely not true! I still find it really fun and enjoyable, a great pastime. You'll never be bored with me; I'm very resourceful. Just come visit, and I'll prove it to you.

Actually, I'm very happy, but I want more. I miss something my partner can't offer. I can't quite put my finger on what I'm missing. Who can help me discover and fill that gap?