Hot mature wants a man

I'm looking for a lover, a man who knows exactly how to please a woman like me. My boyfriend can't handle me, and besides, I don't see him often, even though my needs are high.

This is a real challenge for me! I'm a very introverted, shy woman, and my best friend suggested I do this. She thinks I should date someone; she says I need it. So, I have to admit, I don't have much experience, and I'm a little embarrassed about that.

What should I actually put here? It says something about me, but what would someone be interested in knowing? You can also just ask me anything.

I've been disappointed too often in my life, and now I'm trying a different path. Anyone who wants to share the good and pleasant things in life with me again is, like me, a huge romantic and wants to share that with someone in every way.