Dutch mature wants a man

I've been dry for a while now, and I want to have sex again, real sex! Age is just a number; you'll figure that out!

I've been rebuffed many times because men really only want one thing. And I do want that too, mind you; I'm not completely insensitive. But I don't want to be seen as an old, desperate woman who only wants sex. I want more. Fun, love, sharing everything together. Surely there are men who want that too?

I can be a real doubter, even with this. I've long considered whether to join this site, but here I am.

I don't see myself as the sweet grandma who babysits on fixed days every week; people really resent it. Personally, I'm all about my own freedom; I don't want to be tied down by obligations. Especially now that I'm no longer working, I want to enjoy this freedom to the fullest. It's a shame that these days, grandmas are expected to babysit whenever and wherever they want. I'm not happy about that; it says something about my character. If I'm 100% behind something, I'm very difficult to change. This is a brief overview of what keeps me busy; you'll probably get a glimpse of me.