Delicious mature wants a man

Divorce is painful, as the saying goes; for me, it was more of a relief. I didn't come out of the divorce in bad shape either; I'm doing very well financially, and I've been able to stay in the house. The only thing I'm struggling with is being single. I can tell by everything that it doesn't make me happy; I need a man around.

Sociable, sensitive, intimate, serious, reliable, direct, dining out, and above all naughty.

Do you know what it's like to be married for years and not feel loved? It's always been that way, really; we're not compatible at all. But that's how it was back then, and now we have to live with it. It would be more bearable if I could occasionally connect with a sweet man who might also be a little lonely and wants some company. Maybe we could be of some help to each other. If not, send me a sweet message; I'll reply as soon as possible.

I do have "single" listed on my profile, but it's a bit different. My husband has dementia and has been in a nursing home for years. Things have gotten to the point where he doesn't recognize me or the children anymore. I visit him every week; it's a real ordeal to see your own husband deteriorate like that. I don't have a married life anymore; what I'm looking for is a man who can accept that I'm still married on paper. I can't bring myself to get a divorce; it feels like a stab in the back for my husband.